luca's house of mirrors

"We are what we think. All that we are arises from our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world."  (Buddha)

Browsing Archive: September, 2010

log entry 1015

Posted by LucaM on Wednesday, September 29, 2010, In : log entries 
Autumn again. Depression's slowly, meticulously crawling in to stay.
Feeling sick, tired, and sick and tired of being poor.
Lost an interview today, but that's not what makes me depressed. It's knowing that I do have a lot of experience in my job, but right now there's no demand for it. And where there is, it's poorly paid.  If only one day I could be paid decently for what I'm good at. Which is keeping one's company running.  What is one's worth, and which is one's market value?
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log entry 1014

Posted by LucaM on Sunday, September 19, 2010, In : log entries 
It's raining. Again. Pitter-patter, pitter-patter, on my window pane. - as I vaguely remember the rhyme.
Only it's not pitter-pattering. It's a stubborn, monotonous, persistent, annoying cold autumn rain. Yup, it's autumn again. Time for my yearly depression...
Feeling down, a cause de flu and lousy job and doubts about myself and lack of perspective and... the such.

And there's something else nagging at me. The question whether a certain someone did or not read the peach orchard.
Seer says so...
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